life is a maze and love is like a riddle` ♥

Friday, May 18, 2007 { 5/18/2007 10:55:00 PM }

yo yo. haha lol very tired. XP blehh. anyway today collected ALL the papers. biology, physics, maths & geog. xian. lol haha guess what i only pass three sub. -_-" i only pass MATHS, CHINESE & SCIENCE.!!! oh my goodness gracious me. how lucky am i. hmph. ms leow ( tuition tcher ) eyes nearly drop out when i show her some of my papers.

dunno la. can die ar when i recieve them.. lol sign blehh..! first, early in the morning, receive GEOGRAPHY..! 14/50. hahaha..! failed but at least i achieve two digits for the paper. haha lol didn really pass for overall humanities. 34/100. hmph. blehh. dunno la. now tryin my very best to pass my social studies and use it to pull my geog up and pass my humanities. i've done it before, i can do it again. i dont care. stupid ass. bleh...!!!!! XP

the next paper i collected was PHYSICS..! -_-" hahahahha..! lol i nearly nearly pass. -_-" but still fail. 21/50. at least I IMPROVE..! XP bleh haha lol i did. really.! lol sign. then next paper was BIOLOGY...! I PASSED. as i already said on the previous post. 34/50. so overall for science i have 55/100. okay la. lol deprove a little i think if i nv wrongly. XP sign.

then we went up to class to eat and slack. haha we only had one cube to play so we had to take turns. lol haha so pathetic la. blehh hehe kidding. jane's cube is with stuart cox it needs to be lubricant. LOL hahahahah..! nvm u wont get it. haha lol hehe XP we wasted one hour doing our own things then we can get our maths paper back. lol rubbish sia. jean scare jane, rj n me. she suddenly came to our class, close and lock the door and the window. and she cry.

sign SILLY GIRL...! everybody did not do well. we still have to try and not give up so early ok..? dont worry la. try harder again. we too. hugs..! anything can come find us. hehe then we went to jean's class. teach her rubik. at first rj was teaching her then i think she was too hush. so i teach. lol haha my students. i have three..! XP mags, rj & jean. lol haha jane help to. cox i was too tired. hehe listening to my mp3. too bored alr. need to listen songs. hehe

then went back to ava room to collect our maths paper. i failed paper 2. see.! i told u. haha my graphs suck..! lol i had 18/40 for paper 2 and 48/60 for paper 1. overall add up, maths i have 66/100. im like the 11th position in class. if i dont have any careless mistakes ( 10 marks.! ) i would have gotten A1 and will be 3rd position in class. oh my goodness la. i nearly kill myself. -_-" aft tt went to eat lunch with rj and jane at subway. haha yummy. hehe

aft eating, went home. i went back to ahma hse. wooo so relieve. hehehe lalalala. then slack at home, dig out everythin ( dunno why also ), watch tv and etc. haha too bored. XP blehh haha then drag myself to bathe, took bus down to the shop for tuition with fatty. ate subway again with shar. cox she want to eat. haha lol xian haha not really la. bleh. the uncle gave us discount again. yeah..! haha lol went for tuition aft tt

i did my sch maths hmk instead of the work she gave me. haha i dunno how to do. its like sec4 express or sec5 normal. sorry la, i know im smart but not tt smart. so ya. hahaha..! lol bleh lol then listen to radio again. hehe top 20 countdown. haha i think the music was too loud, the whole class can hear wad we were listening. its like free music for them. -_-" lol haha who cares. then tt stupid black tadpole kept making comments to wad we were listening. hes GAY..! haha lol secret.! XP blehh.. only shar, i n god know only. is more than enough. haha lol hehe blehh

aft tuition, stayed in the shop for a while then took bus home alone. then daddy call, ask where am i. lol hahaaha i left the bus stop then he at the bus stop waiting for the next bus to come. haha lol so bored. played cube-y while waiting. kinda tired. i needa sleep. tml have to wake up early to meet jane. ahaha lol anyway night night. by the way. im not proud of my results. im not boasting. im jus sayin it out for fun. :] lol dunno la. so dont anyhow think ok alr.

i remember person A told me to forget abt him and go on to another relationship. try to accept this person B. but i told person A tt i cant and i wont. i wont even have a single thought of it. never will. cause i will never forget him. its just somethin not right. not done. i dont know. really. im really confuse. but i only know tt i will be single no matter what. just waiting for him........ dont know how long but im sure tt i will not get into any other relationship. only if he really really betrayed me. then i will forget abt it..? which i doubt he will??? sign =X this is really kinda explain how im feeling now. haha lol i wrote this lyrics to him too though. dunno whether did he bother opening up every single letter including the lyrics. hmph blehh........ XPP